It’s 5 in the morning and I can’t remember if I have to be at work at 7 this morning or at 8…
Quite sure I’m already in overtime too. But that is the norm for my job…
Overtime comes pretty early in the week.
Hell, my boss told me Wednesday night that he was already at 53 hrs for the week.!
This job allows no time for a life or anything else, and yet it’s time and more of it that I need badly if I’m ever going to get where I really hope to be with The After Prison Show.
I’m working 10…
Even 16 hrs a day somedays and still trying to find whatever time I can to shoot, edit, and upload not only new videos to The After Prison Show…
But more importantly…
I’m fucking tired, though.
And I have work in an hour or two which is sure to be hell. But even with that, I wanted to take some time and tell you all of what I’ve been doing lately in an effort to get the show out there.
First, I finally have the new camera..!
Took me long enough to get that, right..! lol
But I did finally get this awesome little canon vixia camera that does everything that I needed a camera to do.
And it’s compatible with the outsourced mics..!
So that is fucking awesome.
I also purchased Sony Vegas movie editing software and that will help to make the high def video I shoot look even better with the use of effects, green-screens, and all sorts of other stuff, too.
But guess what..?
The cd-rom drive on my laptop is broken…
So I haven’t yet been able to upload the software.
In-turn, I had to order an external cd-rom drive that I should hopefully have by next week.
It will be then that I really try to get moving further and faster with video content.
Also, when I’m not shooting videos or working like a madman, I’m on YouTube literally studying why what works for all these successful channels.
See many of you may brush off YouTube as an over saturated media source for any and everything…
And to hear of a guy trying to “make it on YouTube” may sound a bit far fetched…
But I truly believe it can be done, and that I can be the one to get it done.
That does bring me to another little hindrance that I’ve been also dealing with. And that is the lack of tangible support that I have.
And I’m not talking about views and subscribers, either.( Even though, I am a little lacking there, as well.)
I’m talking about having people to actually be there to help me create these videos.
Like in real time, and real life.
That also makes me realize, that I sort of have no life…
And no friends.
Truth be told, I am a loser.
My life consist of getting up at all hours of the day and night, trying to squeeze out whatever I can from the little time I try to allow myself before work. And then going to work and leaving it all on the field. Only to come home completely exhausted and wanting nothing other than to just take a shower, get something to eat, and go to sleep.
And sometimes, that’s all I really, literally, have time to do…
I might get off at 2 am and have to be right back at 6am.
That’s been the case just this week as a matter of fact.
I’m a loser with no friends trying to create on YouTube whenever I’m not getting worked to death.
And hell, you wouldn’t even know these little truths from looking at my videos…
I’m used to being alone, I guess.
Prison for 7 years might make you feel like that.
But one thing about it, I always find a way to entertain myself…
And others, I hope.
I have some pretty awesome video ideas upcoming. But I won’t spoil the fun by telling you all those just yet.
Instead, in closing, I’ll leave you with a link to my latest video…
I hope you’ll check it out and let me know what you think.
Thanks, and take care.
Have an awesome weekend and I look forward to talking with you again real soon.
Today is Mother’s Day and this is a very special day…
It’s the first Mother’s Day in the last 7 years that I haven’t been in prison for. And also, the relationship between my Mom and me is getting a lot better.
I love my mom.
I love all moms actually.
Shout out to all the mom out there.
Are you a mom..?
Well, if so, raise your hand in the air.
You didn’t just do that, did you..?
Ok. So look here’s the deal…
Mother’s Day is always so lovey dovey. And don’t get me wrong, there is nothing wrong with that. But I want to laugh and hopefully make others laugh, too..!
On Mother’s Day..!
So I put this video together in an attempt to do just that.
It has caused me to get cussed out and blocked by a few MOMS out there.
To some, yes. It will be offensive, I guess. But to others, it is funny.
So without further ado…
Lets see what YOU think about it…
I hope you laugh.
Regardless though I want to hear your thoughts on it.
So I hope you will comment please and let me know what you think about this video.
Happy Mother’s Day to all…
Even the whore mothers.
So I’m trying to really get back to my blog. I swear I am. Time constraints from the job and everything else that I’m trying to put into motion just make that damn hard to do.
But I’m here now because I have a break between concrete pours and I just wanted to let all of you know what’s been going on lately.
I just held my third Paint Nite with Joe event this past Sunday and it absolutely tanked…
I had a total of three people show up to the event.
That was pretty discouraging. But still, I realized that my lack of promoting the event was the cause of the poor attendance.
So, for the next one, I will have to do a lot more promoting.
Also, I’ve been shooting videos for the The After Prison Show.
I just shot a new one yesterday and I’m curious to know what you think about it.
It’s a really edgy topic that I sort of make funny and I’m not sure what the response to that will be. Whether received well. Or hated…
So I ask all of you to weigh in and let me know what you think.
It’s on the topic of “transgenders.” And with so much in the news about supporting or not supporting transgenders. I thought why not pose a legitimate question on the topic.
Annnnd, sort of have some fun while doing so.
But I’m not sure if it might just be a little too much. Which is why I’m hoping that you will offer up your thoughts on the topic or the video in general.
I appreciate you doing so and I hope to be making a comeback here.
I miss this place.
And I miss all the support I used to get from everyone here.
Also I’ve got some new video equipment on the way now..!
So videos that I’ll be shooting in the near future will be a heck of a lot better than anything I’m doing right this second with an Ipad camera and some basic movie maker software.
Hell, I’ll be able to do green screen work very soon..!
So just imagine how awesome my content will be then.
If you even think it’s awesome in the first place…
Well, that’s all for now and until we meet again…
Stay safe and enjoy life.